I was going to do a normal daily blog post. You know where I just talk about my day and random stuff like that.
Instead I want to talk about something that’s really been on my mind a lot lately.
I feel stuck.
For those of you who don’t know, I had to leave college on a medical leave back in october. At that point, it’s safe to say I had no motivation to get on my feet and get myself back together.
Since then, I have come so far and I am finally finding my old creative and extremely motivated self.
I have all odds on my side. I have challenged myself to get a better SAT score… and succeeded, and I know exactly what I want to major in.
The only problem is, I have no idea where to start.
I don’t know when to start.
And I don’t really know what’s the best way to start.
I also have the dilemma where I don’t want to wait to start. I want to start now, today. I don’t want to wait 6 to 18 months to do so.
If anyone has been through a similar situation, then you know exactly how I feel.
It makes it feel like each day I’m going through now doesn’t really have a purpose. It feels like I’m stuck in this cycle and I don’t know what to push for or what goals I want to accomplish.
As I said before… stuck.
If anyone has any opinion about this or has been through something similar, I would love to hear your feedback or advice. We all need a little help and encouragement at some point, and lately, stress has been getting the best of me.
I guess that’s it. I’m going out with my dad in a little bit, which I’m looking forward to. I haven’t gotten to spend time with him in awhile.